Miss Af Rant

Af was supposed to show on 11/3 according to glow. I didn’t have any symptoms or anything so I took a test (on 11/3) which came back negative. Last night I felt extremely moist in my sleep and woke up to go to the bathroom only to find out AF showed here ugly face. 😡😡I planned on testing again this morning(11/7) but no need to now. I really wish I wasn’t so heartbroken over this but we’ve been trying for what seems like forever. To finally hear him actually say” I can’t wait to make you a mommy” literally💔💔 had me in tears because the thought of not being able to have children weighs heavy on my mind. It’s getting really hard not to flip when everyone keeps asking me when am I going to have a baby or if I’m pregnant yet. 😩