Issues eating

I am 15 weeks and the idea of eating is totally irritating. I have no cravings, I don't want anything special (sometimes I do), having to eat is just stressful. I need to eat but I really wish I didn't.

I don't have any eating issues. I have recently survived cancer and during my treatment I had a feeding tube for a year. Ever since then I have never eaten on a regular schedule. I don't really enjoy cooking anymore... I just don't know.

It bothers me cause I already feel like a bad mom, but argh! Sometimes the thought of eating make me ill.

Any suggestions...