Pregnant after loss

Hello all,

I went into preterm labor with my mo/di twins this July at 23 weeks, after a wild NICU ride i lost both sons. They really don’t prepare you for such losses, but i am very glad my husband and i stuck through I️t all, crying and laughing together.

I took a test on this last Saturday and it is indeed positive. I am excited, but I’m also nervous that it’s a blighted ovum or that I’ll miscarry.

It’s weird to be optimistic when I’m slightly jaded.. What has helped any of you for your rainbow baby?