Hopeful

Hoping this will be the month... My husband and I have been casually trying for 4 years now and actively trying for 1.5 years. Recently bought ovulation tests and started taking ferility blend from GNC. We've been together for almost 6 years now, I never though it would be this difficult and heartbreaking. I don't have anyone that I really feel comfortable talking to about any of this. Anyone else having difficultly expressing your feelings with people outside of your SO?