A due 5/26

I am new to this app, so not even sure of all the abreviations everybody uses (so please bare with me). I am 30 and have been ttc for four months now . I have 3 from a previous marriage and my husband has 2 from his, this will be our first together. I have never had to ttc before, they were all surprises . So this has been really hard and disheartening.