It sucks

​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Every month is the same. My heart gets broken every month. They don’t tell you after you have a baby that you could have secondary infertility. I didn’t know there was even a such thing as secondary infertility.

And I hate when people say “oh well you already have a child” ... that doesn’t mean it hurts any less.

We want more kids so bad. My husband is about to deploy and our daughter will be almost 5 when he comes back. I feel like we’ll have to start the fertility process all over again. 😭

I just wish I could understand why 😭