Sexless 😪

I’m currently 33 weeks pregnant.. and I don’t remember the last time I had sex with my husband. *Hi, 33 weeks pregnaaaaant*

Or even did anything remotely sexual with my husband. Even a kiss longer than 5 seconds. Nothing. I’d be lying if I said we probably did something in the last month and a half.

I DO remember the last 10 times I’ve masturbated. And the last 20 times I’ve felt confident about my body and sexy. None of these times had anything to do with my husband.

He doesn’t even bring it up anymore - sex, being horny, not even porn or masturbation. I brought it up today saying we should have sex and all he did was nod “yes”. He is currently snoring right next to me in bed 🤕

I feel like I’m married to a freaking Ken doll. He feels more like a roommate.

And this is the same guy who used to put it down so good I’d be trembling at the thought of it days later. Where he at and what did they do to him??? I miss him 😫😭

It makes me feel.. insecure. About my looks, my personality, my sex appeal. And makes me feel unwanted.. or useless because I’m pregnant.

Like, ya girl can’t even get him hard anymore with just a kiss and a touch??? ????

Idk, this is just me venting 😕 hope y’all are having a better night than me!