I don’t know what to do

Zoe • follow my Instagram @zoebellehigh

I’m mentally ill, i can’t breathe peacefully anymore, my mind is either flustered or fogged and I’ve tried getting help from my mother and while she seemed supportive at first, helping me with school and taking me to a yoga class Monday, but today she went total haywire. I had a panic attack today, stressed out, built up anxieties, and she helped me through that. When she picked me up, i told her i did not feel up to going to yoga and i guess that set her off. Once we got home, i was not allowed to rest. She kept me busy, took away my phone, which absolutely killed me. I don’t think she understands what I’m going through. I can’t be pushed, i need to be supported. I tried to tell her that she wasn’t helping but she kept insisting she knows what’s right. I don’t know what to do, i haven’t stopped crying all day. I’m so exhausted. I’m hiding in the bathtub currently sobbing my eyes out.