Relationship problem

Maria

So I was pregnant but had a miscarriage 7 weeks then got pregnant 4 weeks later again had another miscarriage this whole time my bf and I used to fight a lot verbally he insulted me and he said he wanted us to work out and heal together I just wanted a new beginning without him ..during that time we were pregnant he never announced it on Facebook or iG we are not even friends on social media at all it’s like he wants to keep it a secret Idk if I should continue this relationship or just end it I feel like we went through so much and I feel hurt and want to heal on my own and move on ...