maybe im just crazy..

Em • baby boy 👶 😘💕💕

I just had a dream that my mom's new "boyfriend" shot my boyfriend (son's father) .. I'm honestly terrified. I'm afraid to get out of bed to go to the bathroom because now I'm terrified of what this person could be capable of... my mom doesn't know this person. she met him online (mind you that her divorce isn't even final yet, she can't be alone for a second she allows this guy to move into her place a week of knowing him, only met him one time before and even then she invited him to her house to meet him. we live on a big property in separate trailers. so we aren't In the same house but he is right next door. I'm currently afraid for me, my child and his fathers safety. things are so messed up. I'm a mess. I'm don't know what to do. my bf and I have issues so he's suppose to be moving back to his parents in 2 days.. I can't afford a place on my own, honestly with the jobs we have even if we stayed together we probably couldn't afford a place together either. I wish my mom would leave with her bf and risk her own safety.. maybe I'm crazy and selfish but I'm practically paralyzed with fear..