I didn't realize I would be changing all the diapers. I didn't realize I would be doing all the feedings. I didn't realize I would be up to 7am and have a quick hour nap. I didn't realize I would be doing everything. I didn't realize I was the only one sacrificing. But I keep silent, because even though i'm in school I still manage take care of the house and our baby and sometimes you all because your the only one bringing income. SO .. I don't complain. Even on your off days I don't ask you for anything. I let you relax when you can.. cause the minute I do ask, you bitch and complain about every single thing. So why bother? I understand if you are tired, but my job is 24/7. I get no break at all. I'm losing my hair from stresses at home, school, you.. even your family stresses me tf out because they hate me for some reason. Oh, and I hate myself now because my milk is drying out. I look like i've aged 50 more years because I look like a zombie... I just want sleep and peace 😓