why do we do it to ourselves 😭

attended my follow up hospital appointment yesterday to find out my left tube is blocked 😭 the HSG dye spilled over my right over but filled my left, im obviously not ovulating every month,although after the HSG it regulated my periods from 42 to 30days, so now im to wait 6weeks for an appointment with a fertility specialist, for more advanced tests on it, and decided what my next options are x