have a question....

I had a missed MC Sept 22nd I was 9.5 wks along. i took the pills the same day but bled on and off till Oct 22nd. I still have not had a period but I know I ovulate d last wk bc I used my clear blue opk. I have just recently noticed that my breast are leaking. I took a digital test a lil while ago and it said no. I did breastfeed for a yr with my now 18 month old but stopped at year to go back to work. we r TTC so we would be so happy to have our rainbow baby. idk what's going on? I'm 36 years old wondering if ur breast leak for no reason as u age? sorry if this is a dumb question and I'm literally crying hysterically writing this. I feel like I'm never gonna be " normal " again and to be honest my hormones do feel all out of wack.. any advice would be appreciated 😭