I feel like I’m having extreme anxiety over anyone holding the baby past a minute or two. Besides with my husband, I really don’t want to have to share my baby. 😕 I sort of feel bad for feeling that way. But I spent almost 10 months creating this human & I don’t want to share. Mainly my husbands step mom. She’s way to over zealous about the baby being here. She keeps talking about kissing his face & I already made it very clear not to kiss my baby. She’s got a big mouth and talks before she thinks & I keep replaying scenarios in my head of me losing my shit on her. Ughhh I just needed to vent. If I had it my way it would just be me & my husband with the baby until we are home & ready for people, but at the same time I know that’s really selfish.