I miscarried this week.

I am a kindergarten teacher. I have to wait until August/september to ttc again. There is no way I can walk into my classroom AFTER the school year began and have control over my class. For all the teachers, you know what I am talking about. It really makes my heart hurt. When you want something so bad but your job is what controls your chance of motherhood. Here is to the next several months and trying to be the healthiest I can be for my next pregnancy.