Separation anxiety

I really need some advice right now... I have a 10 month old and have really been struggling with getting back to work and leaving her in someone else's care. I was not ready to get back to work but we were having financial problems so I had to... Well I ended up calling off work the other day because I get such bad anxiety attacks before I have to leave that it is debilitating. I have to admit that it wasn't my 1st time calling off... Well my husband got PISSED to say the least- he started calling me lazy and good for nothing and irresponsible for calling off work... He got so pissed at me that he is staying somewhere else right now. I don't know what to do. Also, hats off to you working mom's, I never thought that having to leave your baby to go to work could be so difficult 😢