Mother's Day was my first due date

I have had two miscarriages. My first pregnancy I miscarried at 5 weeks. My due date was May 11, which happens to be Mother's Day. I got pregnant again with my first cycle after the first miscarriage and miscarried at 11 weeks. The last few days I have been pretty emotional because of my first due date, it's like a double whammy. You know I need to stop thinking of what should or could have been, but it's really hard. I'm sure a lot of you are going through something similar, it's tough.