nervous about not meeting weight goal

AMR • on a weight gaining and yoga journey... one day we will be a family of four 🙏🌈

I have an eating disorder and I need to have gained 5 lbs by December 5th, my next apt. I have gained almost 4 so far but I'm worried. Thanksgiving is making me anxious which makes me not want to eat, and I've had a cold this week so it's been hard to eat. what happens if I haven't gained enough? will I just get fussed at or what?