Changing from RN school to LPN school

I am failing A and P by 5%.

I have to get a 78 and am at a 73%.

I had a really tough semester. My dog died, I got cheated on, and my grandma died.

I also dated and shouldn't have. I also went to 3 parties and shouldn't have. I also didn't know how to study and didn't take it seriously.

I am getting a 97% in oral communication (speeches) and a 95% in developmental psychology.

And because of my depression, I feel like a failure. And then I feel overwhelmed from what grade I am at and then I am more depressed about my grade.

I already got accepted into nursing school. Should I drop this class and get an F in it and switch to LPN (don't need A and P and would start clinicals next semester instead of in 2 years for RN).

I really want to be a nurse and feel like obtaining my LPN and going back to school for RN later would be best for me rn.

Is this a stupid idea..? I am 19.