Insecurities

How do you ladies deal with insecurities?

I’ve always been super insecure about the way I look. I’ve always been a lil chubby and I have stretch marks and cellulite. I use to be a lot bigger when I was a teen but i lost a lot of weight. I gained some of it back though but not much. I still have a tummy that won’t go away. I use to work out all the time but since I work all the time I don’t have the time to work out. I know bad excuse anyways. Right now I just feel awful.

My boyfriend says I’m beautiful and he loves me for me but I feel like I have to compete with all these hoes he follows on Instagram and he says they don’t mean anything but it’s like if they don’t mean anything then why do you follow them?

And he knows it makes me feel like shit but he doesn’t do anything about it. Then he says that I follow some attractive actors but I’m like well they aren’t naked and showing there boobs so how is that different?

It’s like all the girls he follows are super fake and it’s like how would he be attracted to that?

I don’t like to start arguments either so a lot of the time I just bite my tongue and not say anything because I love him to much ugh I guess I’m just having one of those nights :/