Hard to think about celebrating...

Ladies....

7 months ttc and AF just showed up today.. I have beyond devastated and feel like a failure.. I never in a million years thought it would take this long...

we're doing everything we can but it's not happening. 😢😢😢

I have a lot of great things to be happy about but this is weighing on my heart and makes it hard to put on a smile and celebrate this holiday season with family.. I ask God for his guidance daily and I know it's in his hands, but what if it never happens..