I lost my virginity last night

and it was totally not what I expected, which is what i expected it to be? i knew my first time wasnt ever going to be fireworks or something romantic with candles, but i didnt think it wouldnt be utterly painful and totally awkward. Honestly it felt really natural although it hurt a bit at first because he wasnt actually getting i n and once he was in and it didnt hurt he had already finished before he was fully in so it didnt last long at all. I thought itd be totally painful but it wasnt and i didnt even bleed. It just happened and it was pretty alright for a first time. I also know i wont regret it when im older just because ive come to terms with thw fact that no bodies first time is perfect and its usually with someone you wish it werent with. Im totally content with who i did give it to though and im happy its gone and i just hope i can have more fulfilling sexual experiences in my future.