I don't want to sound ungrateful but I'm just very disappointed of my life right now. I am grateful for having a family, a roof, health, and three beautiful kids but there is just too much going on right now. Trying to conceive baby #4 is very hard, almost impossible, I just don't know what else to do. Today is one of those days, I wish I could just go far away from everything and everyone and just be by myself crying my eyes out. I have no hope or faith anymore. I'm Sorry for my pathetic post! 😭