Pregnant after a brutal miscarriage and so scared.

Im finally pregnant after my MC 7 months ago. I was 11 weeks along. I'm around 5.5 weeks now and I'm so worried about losing this one. I'm trying so hard not to think about it but with my first appointment around the corner, it's difficult. Last time I went to a healthy 7week appointment and when I went for my 12 week, I was crushed. Please send positive stories about your rainbow baby after mc. I could really use some because I keep seeing stuff about recurring miscarriages