emotional

ttc cycle 3 just got pill after years right before that. All the emotional roller coaster of thinking u are but u ended up not. And then finally got af after 72 days without it. this is the first time I'm feeling emotional about not being prego. I think cuz I am seeing so many ppl announce it.... I can't say that freaking bd everyday or even every other. All the ovulation test prego test it was just all getting to me testing day in and day out. I just bd 2 times durring this ovulation cycle and we will see what happens. I am just so emotional. feel like a whale after all this thanksgiving food. I want to get in better shape for this future pregnancy. feeling gross and not myself emotional and blah. I think I have hit the bottom and I am gonna make a change.... tomorrow is thanksgiving and the gym is closed just my luck!