It's my responsibility....

sex is my responsibility now in the relationship.. I shut him down so much 4 years ago that I if I want it I need to start it... I thought s marriage was about forgiving and working things out... we had a miscarriage in may and it's still hard for me... I guess I need to start it every other night if we want to have a family... I asked him if for whatever reason we don't get pregnant would ur blame me and he said no.... we are 28 and 29 been married for 5 years and started dating when we were 18 and 19... I know there will be comments about him being demanding honestly if I was in his shoes and I tried and got shut down I would probably do the same thing he is.. guess I'll look at printrst and see what I can find to spice things up because the way I start it is boring to him....happy thanksgiving everyone.... please chime in for any ideas