Abortion

I’ve had this on my chest for a long time . When I was 18 almost 19 I was pregnant I was still going to high school while getting my CNA certificate my boyfriend was recently fired from his job we use condoms and stuff but it failed I found out I was pregnant crying freaking out but deep down I wanted to keep the baby because live and let give my boyfriends parents were supportive either way I choose , then my parents they would’ve disowned me if I didn’t. so they forced me to get an abortion. it’s been a year now and I hate myself so much I’ll never get to know what that beautiful baby would’ve looked like . I understand me and my boyfriend weren’t ready and I now do agree my parents were right . I just wish I was good enough for the child . Not a day goes by I wish I would’ve kept it sometimes. Having an abortion or having a baby does effect and change your life in some type of way.