😭😢 had enough

I've officially had enough... had enough of trying and hoping that "this will be the month" a year ttc and af shows it's ugly face once again early! all over social media pregnancy announcements are being made... friends and family completing their families whilst I'm trying to turn my family of 2 into 3... last night was the first time I've got super emotional and just cried I feel like I'm grieving for a baby I haven't got/can't get.. why oh why is this so damned hard? I'm trying to stay positive but I've officially just broke.. I know some ladies have been trying longer than me but this past year has been a rollercoaster and I don't think I have the strength anymore to keep getting hurt month after month... I'm sorry for the waffle I just needed to air it somewhere 😭