Someone find me an Asylum ..

Hey Ladies!

I just got my BFP on Nov 23rd (due Aug2nd) BUT....A lot seems off to me. My period was never regular so I never thought much of it if it was late or non existent , I only decided to take one this time because my stomach is getting very big .. and I am 100% feeling kicks and rolls (I have a tone of video evidence of this) this is my 4th child. But if I go by first day of last period, I would only be 4.5 weeks which is impossible to feel/see rolls and kicks.

So I’m absolutely confused and terrified. Absolutely asking myself every “what if” imaginable.

What if I’m not actually pregnant ? What if some fluke is making these tests come up positive? What if I am and I’m way farther along than I thought? What if I wanted the pregnancy so bad I tricked my body into thinking it actually was? What if I am farther along than what was my “periods”? Why was I bleeding?

Any ladies experienced this?

I have a doctors appointment booked. Just trying to find some opinions/relief while waiting for my appointment.