I’m tried everything feel like giving up

So I’ve tried almost everything for trying to have a baby. I’ve changed my diet and took red meat out due to fibroids and yet I’m still having pregnancy symptoms but no baby. I decided to go the Dr Sebi route in a plant base diet. Taking and drink herbs and supplements and it’s been a month. I know they say it takes longer and I need patience. But when you’ve been trying to have another baby for 10+ yrs and nothing is working, patience seems slim. Idk what to do. Maybe God doesn’t think I’m a good mother or just don’t want me having children anymore. That’s where I’m at now in my life. 🤦🏾‍♀️ sometimes I want to cry 😢