needing baby dust good vibes please and thank you

hello all, it been officially 13 months of trying non stop. we've had one chemical pregnancy back in may to june... so Im really needing baby dust vibes and good and positive thoughts amd prayers... As we have tried again this past weekend. and I completely spazzed and snapped and lost it... How do you guys stay strong and positive. Its getting hard to not think this is gonna be the time and it end up not being the time... Please Send Positive Baby Dust Vibes Our Way!