Scared after two chemical pregnancy

ttc started October 2016. I've had two chemical pregancys January 2017 and October 2017. In January my blood work came back positive and I was actually on my pd my count was 25. On October I took like 10 pregancy test for 10 days straight all positives and I got my pd at 5 weeks. My doctor thinks I'm crazy lol...So today I've tested early because I can never wait so I'm 11 dpo...I can't get excited until I see a darker line... pd on 11/3 I will be testing that day and a week later

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