Never Prepared 😫💔TMI

May 2, 2017 is a day that will live with me forever. The day I lost all hope, feelings, and piece of mind. Your never prepared to lose an child. The day it happened replays in my head a thousand times a day. Questioning myself what if.... Blaming myself, maybe it was me. With being pregnant again. I worry more, every little pain, ache, kick, everything scares me. I miss you 👼 I LOVE YOU ❤I know now, that you were just too beautiful for earth. You were ready for your wings, but my heart was not