Okay , I'm a 15 year old & at about 4-6 years old I was ganged rape by step brothers and two other guys . No report was made , my stepmother just punished them & me 🙄 for not saying anything . so I continued to live in the home with them , forcing me to bury what happened . I was young so I didn't take it as rape , I took it as brothers did something bad & now it's over . but now I'm older I realize that they did rape me & it hurts because I don't have my virginity & now I don't trust men nor boys 😭 I'm a lesbian (of course) but not because I was raped but because I'm not attracted to guys . I've been talking to a svu detective & I've filled a report . but I don't want to press charges but can change my mind whenever throughout my life . . I want to feel that I'm making the right decisions .. any advice ?