hi guys

as i said me and my boyfriend broke up

and today i was sooo sad and i really need some of your suggestions

you know

he was my first in everything (i dont mean sex,we didnt do that)

but he was my first kiss

the first boy that actually touchs me

and i was his first too

soo now you might understand that its too hard to not think about him

i know we'll be back to eachother but still im sooo

scared that sth may go wrong and im so afraid that i might do sth bad and god would be angry of me and let us be apart forever

this fear is eating me alive and im so despert and i dont have any idea what to do

pls help me girls :(💔