too awkward to be sexy....

im a huge coward. i buy lingerie bc it makes me feel sexy and yet i have no courage to wear it for my bf. we dont live together yet. i wore some once when i got the courage and he didnt react so i didnt know how to react. but i also didnt make a big deal out of it either... i know that he gets turned on by some of the things i wear like thigh highs and stockings but underwear he doesnt react as much. agh it just frustrates me sometimes bc im very awkward and i cant do sexy very well lol idk how you girls do it 😂😂😂 maybe when we move in together it will be easier