IDK What Just Got Into Me!

My Other Half and I have been together as friends, partners, and/or lovers for going on TEN years now. While there have been others we’ve both been with over that time period, he’s the only person I’ve ever truly saw myself with forever. We had a HORRIBLE break up and spent two and a half years not speaking. A few months ago we found our way back to each other (like always) and the sex has been TO DIE FOR.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s always been phenomenal, but this is some next level shit.

In the two years we spent apart, I basically remained celibate. The number of times I had sex as well as the number of times I masturbated can be counted on one hand.

It was pretty pathetic.

Ever since we got back on the gravy train, I’ve become insatiable. I’ve started (with his blessing of course) a very playful Tumblr, and dedicate a decent chunk of daily time to porn, masturbation, and sex in general.

This evening we ordered pizza and relaxed around the apartment. It was a rough day for both of us, and for the first time in a while, I was completely uninterested in the thought of sex. To make matters worse, the headache I’ve been fighting all day decided to come out to play.

At one point, he made a joke about getting me off later in the evening, and not only turned me on, but also slammed me into overdrive. Shortly after the comment, he asked me to lay down and cuddle. I did so, and he commented that I was wearing too much clothing to cuddle, so I stripped to a tank top and panties. He wrapped his arms around me and buried his nose into the nape of my neck.

I. Melted.

Yes, this man brings me to my knees without trying even after all this time.

Ten minutes later, he was still cuddled and fast asleep.

I wasn’t tired, so I grabbed my phone. Before I knew it, I was scrolling through my phone looking at pictures of us. A matter of moments later, and I was rearranging his arms around me so that I could rub myself and not disturb him.

I laid beside him for over an hour this evening and pleasures myself without completion. I was careful not to wake him, and that made me even wetter and focused than usual.

With my Hitachi Magic Wand plugged in to the wall beside me, I spent that hour torturing myself while enjoying our pictures. I finally found myself so hungry for pleasure that I was sure I’d wake him. I reached over, grabbed the Hitachi, and headed to you he couch.

I made myself climax for 25 minutes as he slept in the bed 15 feet away.

All I can think of is how badly I wanted him, how hot it was, and how I hope he reacts when I tell him about it.

Our relationship, as crazy as it’s been, has never ceased to amaze me. If he asked me to marry him right now, I’d say yes without hesitation, and know without a doubt that I’d LOVE every nanosecond of it.

I can’t be the only one that is INSANELY turned on by masturbation in front of an unwitting audience? Right??? Tell me ladiessss!