Throwing a tantrum, you’ve been warned.

I HATE this! All of it. I hate taking my bbt, checking my cv, pos, opks, charting every possible symptom....I’m tired! I hate being disappointed every month with a bfn. I hate how my body is still literally sick from the 15 years of bc. I hate how much it hurts not being a mom, and how everyone’s always reminding me of that fact. I hate how stressed out and depressed this makes me. I want to delete this app and just give up.

If you read all that, thanks for listening. I just needed to put this out there. For someone to understand and sympathize. To get it off my shoulders, if only for a few minutes.