AF- you are crushing my dreams.

AF came.

second time i have felt a lot of symptoms- like nausea & then AF comes several days late. this time i started while we were celebrating christmas with my family- since we are from out of town. i went to the bathroom real quick right before we ate dinner. when i wiped i saw a lot of blood. i quietly sobbed in a bathroom alone, cleaned myself up & had to go out like nothing was wrong.

im pretty heartbroken. i keep reading seeing how other women are pregnant- some excited & some not so excited. it’s so hard reading posts from women who are pregnant who don’t want to be. i’m not trying to judge those other women & i hope everything works out for them- it’s just all i’ve wanted for two years was to be a mom.

anyone else having a hard time getting pregnant?