Postpartum anxiety?

Naomi

I had my twins almost two weeks ago. The labor was great, both super healthy, my husband is amazing and supportive. We have family around to help. Honestly it has been great aside from issues with breastfeeding but today the pediatrician said they both look great and I should just keep doing what I’m doing.

So- my question is why do I have such bad anxiety? Any time I’m left alone with both of them I get a pit in my stomach like what if they both wake up? How will I feed them both or soothe them or take care of them? It gets so bad I get nauseous and have a hard time eating and sleeping when they sleep. Anyone else having anxiety? I’m hoping it’s just hormonal but I’m ready to not feel like this.