UPDATE:Got my photos done for the first time in a while...

I am SO self conscious, and I literally cannot find one thing I love about myself since I've gained about 30 pounds in the last year. I mean I even see it in my face now :(. A photographer messaged me and asked to take some photos of me and I reluctantly agreed. This was the outcome... she had amazing talent, but there was only a few I felt some-what pretty in. Lord please help me out of this shell 😭

UPDATE:

I've read through every single one of these and I've never have felt so supported and uplifted in my life. I never expected anyone to look at this post, much less comment... I normally just come here to vent and post my random TMI questions. I'm so blessed to have came across such a wonderful group of ladies. Seriously, thank you so much I am in tears. Each of you are heaven-sent.