am I pregnant?

we have been trying to get pregnant since October.. in November I started bleeding a week and a half earlier than when my normal cycle was supposed to start (November 8th) period was supposed to start end of november. I never bled again In November, took a pregnancy test end of November it was negative. it's December 10th and I still haven't bled.. so I'm hoping I'm pregnant but too afraid to take a test because I don't want to see negative again. does this seem like pregnancy to you?