FML- Why me?!!

I’m so incredibly heartbroken and disappointed.

I thought for sure I would be pregnant this go around. And I just took a test with a HUGE red line negative in my effing face.

After loosing our daughter I’ve been so depressed and then his alcoholism forced me To postpone our wedding.... and now NOTHING BUT NEGATIVES....

My coworker is pregnant. His brother’s wife is pregnant.... and I’m nothing.

I feel so worthless and damaged.

All I’ve ever wanted from this life is to be a mother and I lost that opportunity and now can’t seem to grasp it again. 😭😭😭😭😭