my heart is shattered.

Kristianna • Mommy to a baby boy & a baby girl. baby girl is due in september. #ShaylynnStrong👼🏼💕

So I REALLY wanted to get pregnant & announce on Christmas... Well after two days on FAINT LINES. I am not pregnant & I'm crushed. as I am laying here thinking about how many of mine & my fiancé family would be so happy I want to cry. I mean I have 4 days till my period but I know I am not pregnant. my stomach is cramping right as I type this (8:34am December 12th, 17) Lord please let me end up pregnant next month..