My Babies 💙❤️

Cathryn • Mommy to Izaiah James💙 & Izabella Jane 💖

This is a sappy post yes ..before I found out I was pregnant with my son I had just turned 21 a month before hand. I had a huge birthday bash as you can imagine & I got f*d up ..I weighted 135 pounds & my now husband was only my boyfriend at the time. We were almost a year going strong together & we both did things that we shouldn’t do (drink & smoke) & we were the “perfect, cute, fit, materialistic” power couple. When I found out I was pregnant the first person I told was my boyfriends mom, I think her approval meant more to me than my “boyfriends lol anyway after I sat him down & told him “I’m pregnant, we’ve been having unprotected sex for basically the whole length of our relationship & now I’m ready to accept my consequences, if you aren’t then that is fine I can go & I can raise my son on my own by myself (we both had great jobs to be so young, but I actually had a career I made more than him I had my own everything so I was prepared to do this by myself)” he told me “you & this baby are my word now, I will take care of you & be yours & this baby will be everything to us” my heart melted we fell in love all over. We got married when I was 4 months pregnant & established ourselves as husband & wife. Fast forward to my due date, I go into labor I go thru the whole thing my husband is right there he watches me give birth he cuts the cord he gives my son his first bath he changed diapers he is the father I always wanted for my child. I fell in love all over again, again. Fast forward to now, we have our own house, our son is about to be 2, we both have our jobs, we are in a good place, decided to try for #2 happened!! 14 weeks pregnant with my sons brother or sister son is my WHOLE entire everything!!! I’ve been having thiughts about not being able to love another child as much as I love my son, but then he does things like this & makes me smile & makes it easier to accept this new baby as something good for all of us. My body changed for my son, he gave me these stretch marks, he gave me this weight, but it gave me him ..& now he’s touching this stomach not even knowing that it’s doing the same thing for someone that’s going to change his life forever ..& I love them both more than anything in this world. My family is so blessed you guys! Thank you for reading if you made it this far, I just needed to express the overwhelming emotions I’m feeling from being pregnant with my second child. 💙❤️🌎