Heartbroken without being a couple?? PART 2

And we also started talking about more sexual topics and stuff hahah.....

And we went to his house that was maybe 3 1/2 months of me being here and his friend was playing on his PlayStation sitting RIGHT in front of us and as soon as he sat down his head IMMEDIATELY went into my lap and I ran my fingers through his hair and I could FEEL him staring right at me and I didn’t dare to look down and suddenly he turned his head into my crotch and BIT my upper thigh. I squealed a bit but he could tell not uncomfortably (that bruise stayed there for like 2 weeks 😍)

And I think the same week we went to a bar with friends and of cause we sat next to each other and of CAUSE his hand was on my knee and we were all drinking and getting tipsy and his best friend got up and asked me to go with her to the girls bathroom. She straight up asked me “do you want to kiss him? Because he told me he really wants to kiss you” as soon as we’re out of sight. I told her really giggly (even tho she was drunker than me I was just going like)

And I said “omg I want to kiss him so bad” and she was like also really happy and then we were just happy together.

Fast forward: so now it’s my 4th month of being here and there’s another “party” and he gets there at like 11 but hey, my crushing ass was still delighted.

And he sits next to me REALLY CLOSE and he’s staring at me. But I CANT stare back because we both knew we would kiss and I was a bit not so comfortable with that considering we were surrounded by all of our friends... 🤔

And he asked me “why won’t you look at me?” But like so just me could hear that and I said “hahaaaaa... idk the... buildings seem veeerry interesting” *me looking around nervously. And he just laughed knowingly and said “you know what (his best friend) told me the other day?” Me: oh Shit

And I look him in the eyes and in that moment everyone decides to get up and sit somewhere else and inside I was like OMG SERIOUSLY JSBDIWKAKSIDISMSBS

and then he said okay let’s talk and then we went somewhere else to “talk”. And he repeated his question and asked me “she said you wanted to kiss me.. theoretically. Is that true?” I said yes