So nervous but so anxious!

I am getting more and more nervous as the days pass! Currently 30w3d & I’m so excited to meet my baby girl. But the more I think about giving birth, the more it petrifies me & makes me feel like I can’t do it. I’m so anxious ... I feel awful that I feel this way because all I want to do is hold her & love her, but I’m just so terrified☹️ what if those instincts don’t kick in that everyone talks about? Ahhh so much going through my head I’m just overwhelmed! But every time I look at the ultrasound pictures, it calms me down. So I’m hoping I’ll somehow build my confidence and feel that indescribable feeling I so badly want....

this little girl has already blessed my life & she has no idea how much LOVE I have to give. Maybe it’ll be okay💜