Spiritual Confusion

I'm very spiritually inclined and recently I've been question my pagan beliefs and came to Christianity. But even find myself questioning if that's right for me. I'm torn between the two. I feel like its a weird struggle to be having. I feel connected when I'm Christian because my family is and it has a sense of familiarity. I discovered pagaism when I was a 17 and connected with it so much but never got into practice because I didn't know where to star. I would love advice form all different view points ❤ thank you. And please be respectful l.