Depressed

Today I found out my cousin is pregnant. When I got married, a different cousin got married the month before me. I'm only 10dpo, but if I'm pregnant this month, my cousin will be due one month before me. To top it off, I miscarried in November, and would be at the same point in pregnancy as my cousin if I hadn't. Just feeling really down about it tonight for some reason and wanted to share with the universe, I guess :(