The idea of being pregnant freaks me the fuck out

Idk what movie it was, I think the matrix? Where that freaky shit comes out of that guys belly button?

That is an example of how freaky I think pregnancy is. Not on other people, I think pregnant bellies are so cute.

But the idea of MY pregnant belly? *chills*

And you know, I want kids. My so wants kids. So I just accepted that I'll have to spend a few months freaked out by movement in my guts and being poked and kicked from the inside by another human being. The first few months they don't even have eyelids and have you seen those alien looking babies in the womb? Everyone's like "oh but it will be your little baby in your belly" and I'm like yeah...little dude won't even have eyelids for a while. I'm going to have to picture a fully formed baby the whole time in order to not be freaked out. I mean I really want to have a baby with him. I would love our baby. Knowing that pregnancy only last 9 months in the big picture its not that bad.

I'm happy we are waiting a few more years. About 4-5 more years. So I'll be around 25-26

I was explaining to someone that I predict that I'll be miserable my entire pregnancy. She was trying to convince me like "nooo you will love being pregnant and you'll miss the kicks in your belly when the baby is born. It will be so much different than you think it will be"

What do you think? I'm not trying to be offensive im just giving my raw feelings trying to explain. It doesn't reflect how i feel about other pregnant people. Like, it's not my body. It doesn't bother me.

I've heard women say "i love my child but I will never get pregnant again"

I have a feeling that will be me. It's okay if you think it's funny too. Making people laugh seems to be a personality trait of mine.

I felt like adding this because it's weird lol.

I think that knowing that it will be HIS baby will make it more bearable.